Saturday, December 27, 2008

first day

hello, everyone. today is my first blog.. i don't really know wht to say yet.. sooo.. i'll tell you about myself. i love one tree hill. p. sawyer is my hero. i'm disfunctional. i don't let my emotions out. i hate crying. i'm NOT crazy. i think about weird stuff and sometimes say it too. i don't like going to church. i try not to.. god isn't as real to me as i'd like.. because if i let a god in.. i'm saying stuff is ok.. it's not.
i'm seventeen.. i'll be eighteen soon. i'm scared.. i'm not afraid of anything.. but i'm scared. i don't like being touched in any way shape or form. i feel followed. i protect myself the best i can.
i believe in politics. arguing is the only way to settle and find the best way to go. i believe obama is evil. i liked bush..
i'm with someone right now. his name is kyle and he helps me when i'm feeling down.. or depressed.. he tries.. and thts all i can ask. we've been together for 14 months in a couples days.
i wantt o go to kent state to study biology and try to get into their med program. i want to be a cancer doctor.
i drive a crappy car.. it smells like dirty socks.. and people tht like me.. like me for the way i can just be myself. i'm not afraid of things.. like i said.. i'm just scared..

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